finally! (: haha i think i must give this blog up! (: its time for a change and its time to go.
August 19, 2009
August 16, 2009
isn’t it just two things?;
YAY MY DADDY BOUGHT ME THIS COOL COMPUTER COVER WHEE ITS SO NICE!:D
BACK TO ECONS!
August 14, 2009
taking leverage;
i really want to thank ryan, russell, benjamin low, darren, yitkhai and EVERYONE ELSE who’ve been there for me! thanks alot, i’d be in crumbles by now without you guys, i really appreciate everything!
i’d pick up from where i left myself, i know one day i’d wake up bearing all the pain accumulated at once, but i’d push that aside for now, because i know it happen anytime soon.
August 13, 2009
less than this;
yay past few days have been quite slack and holiday mood-ish and at least i got to watch GI joe! :D its super funny and such a good movie! also, leverage ended on monday ))))))): but it was nice while it lasted! nathan ford is just so super smart! and thinks alot too (so do i). HAHA okay that was what sophie said anyway! i do hope in season two she and nat get together! :/
feels so weird just suddenly playing dota again during school term! (i should really stop). all the inhouses just makes it feel more like holiday mood again! is school ending? i don’t even know what week this is now! i seem so lost and blur :/
but i’ve found a super quiet place in school to just be alone and not be distracted by cards or anything else (: but it won’t help if i still decide to slack :/ ah so weird that part of me’s trying to help but part of me just doesn’t care! heh 4 more econs essays.
but there’s no easier way out dewei stop looking for shortcuts!
sometimes i wonder if i’m even there anymore. just so numb and fake. i’m not what i should be, and who i should be.
“And this, whenever you feel pain
It lets you know that you’re alive”
-CA.
August 9, 2009
lessons learnt;
ahhh ohman yesterday was such a moving day!
okay first marcus lynnette kl and me kinda got pwned in the competition (LAST MINUTE LAST FRAME LAST GAME NEEDED MARK AND 2 PINS BUT I 7-10) end up losing in total by 2pins. crapp! hahah but we got 7th anyway. useless us. k then we decided to go home first to change then go vivo to celebrate!
when i went home i did something real stupid and sprained my finger. arghhhhh i can’t bowl now and can’t write fast and wed is spaa! maybe i should take mc or something. ):
k then me marcus and lynn went to vivo, hahah kinda random decision because i wanted to buy a laptop case and lynn and me lived on purple line so we decided to go there and bully marcus (clementi sucker). (AND I STILL DIDN’T FIND THE LAPTOP BUT I WILL FIND IT TODAY :D) heh anyway after much futile searching cos my laptop dimensions didn’t fit any of the cases, we went to eat then after that went up to the roof gardens. originally we wanted to go to the arcade but i couldn’t even play anything with my sprained finger [)))))):] so we just sat down at that some bench to look at the nice view. nearby we saw 2 young kids chasing around some pond. marcus wanted to play with them and splash some water at them since they were splashing water at themselves so we moved slightly closer. only marcus played with the kids and after awhile their daddy told them that it was quite late and they should be going, but the kids said “two more minutes please daddy!” (they were only like about pri 1 and pri 2). hahah real cute. alright anyway their daddy said alright and continued to watch them play. after another about 5 mins, their daddy told them the same thing, that it was late and they should be going, but the children pleaded for another 2-3 minutes. hahah their daddy gave them the time again. since we were really just nearby, lynn told the daddy “haha you’re really patient with your children, always giving them more time.”
the daddy replied “yeah, i think i’d like my kids to enjoy the time they have now then to feel the lack of time later, life really moves on very fast. a few years back, my eldest child got involved in a car accident and life was really short for him. i’d always want more time with him but now its too late. actually, giving them a few more minutes just give me a few more minutes to see them enjoy, i don’t get to do that while i’m at work”.
i was really twisted up inside and shocked and stunned at the length at which he told 3 of us random teenagers about his plight, ah i was feeling really sorry and after awhile the dad brought the kids away. possibly he was really in deep thought about what has happened in the past. i really feel sorry for him as i know he’s a really good parent that lives with regret. something that will haunt him constantly, i wish he doesn’t blame himself for his child’s death.
ahh life is really short. jc accelerates things. there isn’t much time to concentrate on everything and excel in everything, non-academically and academically. lectures pass so fast, tests come and go, soon it’d be promos and next year starting, after that it’d be A levels. there’s so much to look forward to, so much to begin with, so much to watch things come to a close, so much more things to learn and experience, so much more to be more than what i am now.
i watched the movie jack yesterday too and i remembered this quote:
“adults only know how to work, drink, and earn money, which is what they do almost everyday of their lives. they spend their daily hours shopping or just watching television and working, to earn money. many complain that there isn’t any time for any other stuff.
Although i don’t know what i want to be when i grow up, i know i only want to be like jack, with the looks of an adult, but the heart of an innocent child”
ah i guess that’s somewhat true, we grow older and focus on so much stuff and learn so much that maybe we don’t learn anything at all.
haha also i read a book recently and it was mentioned inside:
in many ways, the negotiating skills we seek to master are those you practised as a child but forgot when you became older and more sophisticated. Anyone with a six-year-old is reminded of this on a daily basis. Children are excellent negotiators because:
- They are persistent
- They don’t know the meaning of the word no. They know when we say no, we often mean maybe
- They are never embarrassed
- They often read us better than we read them
THAT IS SO REAL AND TRUE OHMAN! hahah i’ve been spending my time at bookshops reading random books that i didn’t even allocate time for those books that i NEED to read. (or notes)
OKAY haha reality checkk, back to earth.
spa on wednesday, promos coming soon.
and now its chem tutorial time!
PS. please hope for my finger to recover soon!
August 8, 2009
feat!;
ohman today and coming monday’s going to be a long day!
ah still can’t get over what happened at concerde hotel last night heh! i shall try more next time(:
anyway speaking of which i have 4 econs essays to do by thursday and bio spa!
OKAY BYEBYE GOODLUCK TO ME FOR LATER :D
who wanna cycle with meeeeee over the weekends!:D and i missed darren’s sleepover! crap. ):
PESTA SUKAN;
oh my god hahah some Indonesian called tournament director on me today cos i double his 1spade. LOL penalty double on 1st level and nobody stopped me so it was x-ed. then they down one. so i got called upon! argh and i got a warning.
okay so random but cool competition, too bad they didn’t serve milo, only coffee or tea! :/
and today training was nicee. i’m gonna get a real training plan whee and jerome is just good to the max! for almost everything i mean. :/
on a seperate note, i feel so confused.
you don’t have to say sorry when you don’t mean it, like common sense much. my friends were right.
i’ve made so many wrong choices, but i watched a show recently and i heard this quote from inside “always stay where you are if you’re lost, don’t wander, just hope help comes.”
at least i know i found one more good friend (:
August 7, 2009
don’t find what isn’t here anymore
goodbye, this blog, for now at least.
i can’t bear to return this name though.
